My apologies…
I haven’t written in a long time. It seems that health issues keep getting in the way. The latest, a one month POST operative infection set in after a remedial reconstruction after my left breast mastectomy. How ugly those words sound, don’t they. Make you shake in your boots.
Well, I don’t like writing them either. I would love to be singing out, ‘I’m well, I’m happy, and I’m strong and healthy’, but unfortunately that isn’t happening for me right now. Maybe, tomorrow. I never lose hope.
I feel sad, and feel like crying, because I am so tired now. I have a huge art project going on, and I want to be able to complete it. It is a 4′x3′ painting of a Beautiful cougar, and I must complete it by the end of May. Once it’s done, I’ll post it. I’m just so tired, and tired of being ill and recuperating and having setbacks. I would like to be as vibrant as I used to be. A million years ago, it seems.
Meanwhile, I keep trucking. I keep making new friends, and rejoicing in every new day. I love living, and love my people. Write to me please. I love hearing from you.
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Comment from Melissa
Time: May 19, 2010, 8:01 pm
I’m action boy’s mom. Thanks for visiting his site. And please keep moving forward.
I cannot and will notpretend to know what your journey has been but I do know it
ain’t over til it is. Perhaps tomorrow the cougar will continue. If not maybe the next
day. But I hope you are a le to keep looking forward. And up. Up is good. The sky is pretty.
And breathe.